....crave...for u...

I know i'm not a perfect friend,
You're broken heart, i've tried to mend.
Instead i made you hurt and cry,
Maybe i shud say goodbye.
Wud it be better for me to go?,
I asked you, and you said "No".
Why say no when i hurt you so bad,
Bt believe me,
you're not the only one that's sad.
I made my best friend hurt like mad,
If i left would you be glad?
Deep in my heart,
I'll always know,
I'll love you always,
Even if i go!

Believing doubtful

...i had never dreamt of being anyone ... influential.. or of any importance... coz i was never in tht state... everytime, i had to look towards the ground... so i had decided never to think of it... but the day, 15th of may, 2010 came to change my life...n turn it downside up. Suddenly, i was of utilization to the society, my decisions became important to even those, who were my hardcore critisizers and I had become appreciably influential towards my group. I cudnot have even imagined of it, but it happened coz they believed in something, in which i was extremely doubtful.

...and, it happened, their belief was right.